Alchemist and some confusion

It has been a great start for summer here in Oslo. Some rain, lots of sun and warm. Those awkward first days with t-shirts and shorts after winter are done now and I can feel my body just to relax - pfiiiiuuuf. I love winter but I need my dose of vitamin D and sunshine/warmth as well. Lovely.

But I get over the confusion first. After all that excitement about relaxation I suddenly stopped doing it. I don't know why, I haven't got a clue actually. What happened? I might give it a try in a few days just to test it but I don't have that urge to do it. That makes me kind of confused and quite honestly I feel a bit lonely as I thought I'd found the way and support. I feel like I have now lost the support. What the heck am I supposed to do now? Kind of funny actually but yes, very confusing.

Alchemist then. I am a very, very periodical reader. I may read 2-3 books in a row and then it says stop. I start the 4th one and never finish it. I have some books in my bookshelf that I've never finished and I feel a bit ashamed to say "The Alchemist" WAS one of them. I've read many other from Coelho but never felt connected to that one - until now. I started the first pages and had this strange feeling that this book had just waited for the right time. It's all about decisions, destinies and maybe creating one's own karma. At least that's how I took it.

I found it really comforting to read about travels, choices and trusting one's heart. Another thing which is a bit strange is that I actually first fell for the quote from the book "Remember that wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure". It was the quote that made me to read the book. I like the timing.

I've been thinking about my decisions and choices and no, I don't regret any of them. Or not the big decisions. Some small ones maybe... I wouldn't be where I am now and I kind of like where I am now. With life and with possibilites. If I only knew what to do with those possibilities...confused but happy.