Right...disappointed of myself? Sure...I was back to my old routines right the next day. That's how I am built up right now...making decisions and then just forgetting them. With one exception...a decision I made two years ago. I decided to leave my lovely Tromso and move to Oslo. I really love(d) Tromso so I didn't want to leave just like that and I gave myself one year...If I still felt like leaving after one year then it was allowed. Surprisingly enough I did...

I was up in Tromso for three days a week ago - a little bit socializing, mostly work but I loved it. Somehow I didn't question my decision at all - I loved to be back, I loved to meet everybody, I felt myself at home and all that but at the same time I understood that I left. It was a bit bittersweet feeling - I still loved Tromso, so I didn't really leave but at the same time I was ok with the decision I made. Nice, balancing and kind of relieving - I am actually allowed to have both, no need of letting go.

But back to the decision of keeping my other decisions...I am a chaos :). So...what I decided to do now is to keep a diary of my exercise everyday... This is not really about loosing weight but to about being more energized, being more motivated, more mental...so it's a bit harder to show results. But my first challenge is on Thursday - laughter yoga. Tomorrow is a holiday here in Norway so I promise to myself I'll eat good breakfast and go and socilize a little bit (it's Finnish Vappu after all). The latter combined with a long walk. Believe me? I will...gonna show myself. I feel very tempted to write "maybe" here...kanskje...but I have to learn about decisions so I'll skip the maybes.